Everyday, we awaken with another chance at life sometimes we forget how lucky we are
and we often forget to appreciate the little things around us, that mean so much.
Here's a poem i wish to share with all you.
Thank you for being a part of this wonderful group......
Too often we don't realize What we have untill it is gone,
Too often we wait too say " i'm sorry- i was wrong ".
Sometimes it seem we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts;
And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart.
For too many times we let unimportant things in to our mind;
And than it's usually too late to see what made us blind.
So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you;
Take that time to say the words before your time is through,
Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got.
And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot
at my cousin's house now.. will be staying over for teh night.. ya see how excited she is.. wahahaa... by the way 'she' refers to anqi... yah she's sitting beside me while im typing.. *fan si ren le* lol.. oh no she is piaking me! *ouch* ok lah wont be blogging so long cuz SHE wanna use teh comp! blah~~ okiesss gtg! thats all for tonight folks.. ohh ya today chit-chatted wif my grandma teh whole afternoon... haaha felt so great.. cuz very long never had such long talk with her... :) hahaha my toopid cousin is 'wooowing' me on teh background! so irritating! She will be dead.. gonna tickle her.. -evil laugh- good nites!
just came back home not long ago.. went to visit my grandfather at teh hospital. He lost quite a lot of weight.. hmm.. he looks so different from teh past.. now he looks weak. I feel upset seeing him like this :( hai! At his age.. he still have to go through all these pain and teh doctor just detected a tumor growing in his stomach.. said that it is cancerous. Now as a family.. all we can do is to pray for him.. we know that God has His plans for him and we will leave everything under God's care... even if he leave us one day.. we know that he will be with God in heaven...
morning:
went for Sol2.. Ps taught us abt servanthood.. hmm nw i've a better understanding of what it means by true servanthood.. its a willing heart that is most impt.. some of us serve out of obedience... but a willing heart is still da truest way of servanthood.. yah i guess.. i got to learn wat 'commitment' is hahaha one big word to me that i fear most of.. :x bcuz it comes with responsilities... I tink God is working on tis area of my life... tis is indeed one of my struggles.. hahaa God really very busy.. after one trial.. come another.. He is like revealing things abt myself one by one..really like self-discovery.. suddenly i know myself so much more :)

afternoon:
went roller blading at east coast after Sol wif nana, yi & chris... thank God tat da rain stopped when we blade ;) it was fun fun & fun!! but I fell down once... cuz was holding on to chris.. den he fell.. so in da end both fell...*sob* now both my ankles & my butt are aching.. haahaa.. but it was still fun la.. u noe wat i cant wait to go again !!



acc my mum to dye her hair tis late morning.. she was supposed to dye few days back but she changed her mind so went with her today. Yah I was der for like 3 hrs.. luckily i occupied myself by writing a letter to ling.. was replying her letter.. & guess wat i wrote abt 3 pages -woot- all da best to her when reading it..muhahaha

hmm wrote lots lots of stuff to her... all tat i wanted to say to her... all tat she wasnt aware of.. sumtyms i rather write den tok to her face to face.. cuz i find it a lil hard to say it in front of her.. mayb cuz its a lil awkward?! dun realy noe how to describe tat feeling.. perhaps its da pride in me... neway i feel tat we shldnt keep ours thoughts n feelings to ourselves.. many tyms when things happened to us.. we juz let it pass us w/o even solving it.. i juz feel tat we are always escaping from da problems. We will juz go on a 'silent period' & then aft tat we talk again... sumhow i feel.. it isnt gd.. cuz der are still all tis 'problems' accumlated in us. I told her in da letter tat we shld to b open to one another n nt keep everything to ourselves cuz it might juz cause some misunderstandings. da other tym when we were in a 'silent period' bcuz of da job thinggy.. i was mad at her cuz she seems cant b bothered abt it.. she din show tat she care.. and i din noe she actually care.. it was when i read da letter tat she wrote to me recently.. den i came to noe abt it.. she was very upset abt wat had happened.. she shld have told me earlier... tis is wat i called tat kind of 'misunderstandings'. I really hope tat der will b openess in tis friendship... i believe by saying it out instead of holding all back to urself will be a better way... so tat both parties will noe how each other feels... hmm... after all these had happened.. so much so much... i realised quite a lot of things.. tat we each have our own weaknesses.. differences.. & i have begin to learn how to accept another person for who he/she is.. no one is perfect cuz man will fail... even b4 judging da other party.. i shld have first look at myself.. whether im lyk tat... i have no rights to judge cuz im nt perfect myself! Oso.. I've learn not to hold on onto someone so tightly... sometyms we just have to let go.. by holding on so tightly.. it just hurts more... I noe tat all these happened for a reason & im thankful to God tat He is teaching me and moulding me.. cuz all these kept happened again n again.. it can be painful at tyms... difficult at tyms but i noe He has the best for me and in Him i find da security.. love and strength to even go thro all these trials. When.. I faced da same problem again n again... n wen it juz hurts me again.. i tink its only until u've learn it.. and it will become easier n easier each tym... as i struggle each tym... as it becums more difficult.. after falling & standin up again... finally its really much easier now to let go! it is just getting lighter each tym :) Thank God even for all these mountains tat He has put in my life... cuz only thro all these trial.. i will grow stronger and put my security in Him alone... :)

woke up at 6.30 am today!! -yawns- cuz i went to acc my grandma to tts hosp fer check-up.. Yeps den ard 7.30pm.. i went to meet sf at somerset mrt.. i rushed lyk siao.. heee 7.10 still at home watchin vcd den when he called me.. i realised it was lyk 7pm... haha eh i took abt 3mins to get change and all.. den chong all da way to da bus stop... luckily manage to reach der on tym & i was early.. ahem hahaha he late loh! we walked to cine.. went to world of sport cuz he wana check out some stuffs. met lala aft tat... haha we xchanged presents.. so funnie.. in front of world of sport.. den walked to taka.. wanted to go mac but he doesnt want so we debated for quite some tym on where to eat.. in da end lala n I persuaded him to go bishan's Cafe cartel hahaha... he went.. *surprised* he's in a good mood ahh *wonders*... he did watever we asked him to do.. take drinks for us blah blah blah... bully him lolx! thanks sf! ermm... yah we had our dinner.. quite full now... -blurp- hahah! we opened our presents der.. heex everyone lyk their presents yah.. hmm we went back ard 10.30 cuz i cant b hm late.. so da 2 of em gave me a name 'Cinderella'.... hahahaha! thks hor! had a great tym today.. ;) we'll always b da best jiemeis... loveee u gals... hahaa inc sf lolx ... lala shhhh... :x lolx :P

went to meet up wif my working frens at hereen marche just nw to celebrate ling's bday.. hmm things seem to mess up a lil at first.. was a lil upset lah.. hai bcuz i planned to give ling a surprise! she has no idea abt us celebrating for her.. she thot.. i'll only b celebrating wif her.. *grins* act tis was planned last wk alr.. i told da rest of em nt to let her noe tat they'll b turning up 2day.. haha i really hope everything will turn out smoothly as it is planned.. hai but things cropped up a lil at first cuz ling and i supposed to meet at 6.30pm at somerset den she was late cuz of something.. den she was very late.. 7.30pm still on da way -diao- I began to feel so stressed up.. cuz i knew tat qiz wont b cumin alr.. he told me tat he wouldnt cancel his driving lesson at da very last min... den when i reached somerset.. *surprised k* I saw joey at da control station holding da cake.. den he told me he's nt going mache anymore!! cuz he wanna meet his frens to go bugis.. wah i was really speechless at that moment.. in da end i took da cake frm him and walked all da way to marche.. kenny and eunice reached long ago le & they kept telling me that they are hungry so i asked them to eat first.. haha i was really stressed up k.. i din expect things to be like this.. like in end some pp cant make it.. hai but i still try to make teh atmosphere feel better.. haha chat with teh 2 of them & wait for ling to come. guess what suddenly joey n qiz appeared frm behind.. i was shocked! they actually bluff teh 3 of us lohs -arghs- should have thought of it.. hehehe when i saw them.. i was really glad.. glad that teh 6 of us can meet up tog.. though we seldom meet up but da closeness is always there.. :) ! yah when ling arrived.. i went to pick her at teh entrance heee she was surprised when she saw teh 4 of them... guess she felt happie and touched yesss... yah after eating we went out of heeren to cut teh birthday cake.. it was a coffee cake :) teh tym we spend tog was quite short but it was really great lah.. :) lastly i wish da 6 of us will always keep one another in our hearts.. frens 4eva!

Happie 19th birthday ling! *lao le* LoL! I hope our friendship will blossom as year passes by that we will b able to overcome every obstacles tog! may all these trials bring us closer and even build up stronger foundation in tis friendship :) Love yA~ muAcks


God bless the Tsunami victims and their families
It really hurts my heart to see the death toll increasing
I pray for God's love and healing to be with them esp to those victims' families
I pray for God's compassion to be upon them



i am back.... :) enjoyed myself !