Saturday, September 22, 1:14 AM
today was my last day of the HSE posting! it was an eye opening experience these two days, I travelled quite abit to the different homes of the elderly. Now I can truly see an increasing number of aging population in spore.

On the first day, we went to homes of the lower income families, hmm it was quite upsetting to see some elderly staying by themselves. imagine yrself facing the four walls daily. what would life be like? =/ I also found out that most of them have one thing in common, they said the same thing, that is, they hopethat God will bring them away from this world sooner. Isnt it heart aching to hear those words from them? yups, i do feel sad for them..

Today, i went to a mixture of well-to-do families as well as the poor-er ones. yups.. well i dont know what i want to say exactly, just felt that.. sometimes we should to be contented with what we have. There is always someone who is less fortunate than you..

Lord hold my hands tight
I am afraid to fall...
sometimes I am afraid to try
sometimes I am afraid to love, to trust
yet I know you are in control of my life..
let your perfect love fall upon me
so to overcome all the fears.
Lord, my soul cries out to you..
I will let go and trust in You
this I promise you..
set me free

, 1:02 AM
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me

Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?