Happy birthday to myself an hour ++ ago.

This year's birthday was rather a quiet one but am glad to spend it with my love ones. Thanks msb for giving me your best in all (: I will learn to appreciate you more. Thanks to my clique (lesspins) for the celebration ysd. ps I like the green haivanese slippers! its green :D yups, lesspins will go on for sure!! Thanks to all others who have given me their wishes. heh! I'm meeting my muimui later-excited.Imissher!

was wondering wondering about many things.. sometimes i feel like crying my heart out! haha I do feel like a child at time?! anyway, my heart hurts and I dont know how and what to do relating to that issue. perhaps its all my struggles' fault? haha why cant I learn to let go and overcome it a little at a time? Am I letting go or have I learned to let go a little? Whats TRUST?! ARGH!!

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."

-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

thanks kor
FAITH
be strong!


was looking thro the recruit and I came across this article.
true in a way (:

starts off with,
What makes people happy?

First, having a purpose- which means doing something in your life that has meaning for you, whether it is building a better company, raising happy children or helping to make the world a better place.

Second, having hope- which means you have something to look forward to. Even if your current circumstances are difficult, if you have hope that your effort will be rewarded and that things will improve, you can find happiness.

Happy people accept themselves as they are, so they have peace of mind
And yes, last but not least, having someone to love.

Happiness is no accident- it is something we choose, say Mr Andrew Matthew.
He says: "Happy people make a decision to be happy in spite of their problems."
"They concentrate on what they have- not on what is missing. They count their blessings. They take maximum responsibility for their life and for their mistakes. They dont blame other."
"Their state of mind is determined by their own thoughts, not by outside circumstances."

see yourself as happy!
back home aagain. I was excited but that feeling vanished when she said those few words. Why do I feel like she doesnt care at all? Responsibility.. what does that means? Am I being judgemental again? There's a battle going on in my mind, I dont know whats the way out of all the problems? God can you answer my questions? What are all these trials teaching me? I want to let go but it seems like I am not at my part..

a broken spirit and a contrite heart
You will not despise.


nights get quieter
without your calls
I made this day rather meaningful by accompanying my younger cousin to bras basah to do some exchanges at art-friend. hah! not to mention, we spend 23 bucks to and fro. Sometimes, its when you are caught up with things that you dont have the time to think of other matters. For me its a good way to keep myself busy from what I dont want to think about. sounds emo again. argh! apparently I dont know where the problem lies, maybe its in my heart..probably. I realised I have this inheritance of thinking too much.. its genetically proven! LOL! hahs. whatever it is, let nature take its course.

anyway, I came across this blog where the writer actually went to search for the meaning of love.

It says,

Love [verb]: be enamored or in love with”
to me, love is found in 1Cor13

Love is patient;
love is kind and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.

waiting*
imy(:
I am at my cousin's place now, staying over for a couple of days. I guess I really want to spend more time with my grandma.. I dont have much chance to do so when I was on attachment. I had a great chat with her ysd, thanks popo for being so understanding and helping me in whatever ways you can. I will never forget your kindness to me :) I told her that I got a job in NKF and she was so delighted! haha! I guess she really hope to see me working and earning my own money soon ya. YA God is great! I was confirmed right at my interview at NKF. I was quite surprised that it was settled so quickly. Thank God for His goodness in my life. Right now, I feel quite excited to enter into the working world.. I know for sure it wont be easy but one thing for sure is that He is with me wherever I go. Thank you for blessing me with all your blessings. :)


praying for msb too! hope everything goes on well for u :)
I just came back from dinner not long ago. Met up with bee, xin and rachel for dinner at bishan, had a great chat with them. Bee! all the best for yr exams, hope yr gpa will rise!! haha! may yr wish come true ya (: I believe God has His best plan for u!

a plan for my future
I just change my blog's blogskin (:

I had finish my prcp and thank God I passed it with His grace!
I learnt pretty much during these 3 months of postings, I believe we all have our ups and downs in 9B. We fell down and pick ourselves up again with the encouragements from one another. Thank you for all the encouragements and motivations (: you girls are great! you know who you are la :p I'll always remember what one of the SN shared with me about her own experience, indeed every failure will make you a stronger person. No matter what, life still goes on!

Thanks! You all brought me so much sweet memories :D

Lord teach me how to love and trust