Tuesday, October 28, 10:23 AM
off day is a day I eagerly look f0rward to! its my OFF day today! WOw! know what, I was so afraid to receive a phone call from that undesirable place since last night. thank God, it didnt happened! they are always short of staffs especially SNs! I dont understand why cant they let the new staffs be NIC? it has been 6 months 6 months.. why isnt there a chance? In their eyes, what matters is the experience.. who cares about the rank! yikes! I dislike their management totally! I cant wait to get myself out there! 1 year is the most I would consider.. ! Since April so many had happened, went through so much! thank God I've you, pu! if you are reading this which I think you wont be cos you do not have my blog add.. just want to say, " hang on there!" no matter what sh*t we face, we have each other yea?! yups.. ask me about those shi* and I will tell you so! Meantime, i'll just enjoy my OFF day!!!! argh.. talking about off day reminds me of Annual leave, I have to clear them (we're nt supposed to bring forward more than 5 days) so I applied BUT it WASNT approved! sometimes I wonder what IS AL when I cant take those days I need?! plainly unfair lah! what matters are those seniors then what about US? my PH for the 27th was supposed to next monday BUT she said NOT enough staffs so gotta owe me?! I was like okaayyy do I have a choice?! arghs! sorry for all the rants.. I have yet to get over it maybe soon. that undesirable place made me see how ugly can a person becomes? yikes.. people can be really really ugly!! all the bullying and backstabbings.. and thats of the world. I do not want to be of this world.. I choose to be different but being different may lead to some kind of sacrifices. sometimes by being kind to people, instead of them appreciating you they take advantages of you. haha Ive seen all these like jia chang bian fan already? I wonder what should I become? God can You enlighten me?

i want to enjoy my OFF! :D

Friday, October 3, 11:29 PM
Yippie! off day tml! pu and I went to SGH after work today, visited pu's grandma and also Aunt Tan. we had a hard time finding aunt Tan! lols! found her at the renal ward doing her dialysis. yep, she was so surprised to see us, glad that she's feeling better. no need to go for op, thank God! ((: after visitations, went to meet msb, had tom yam at chinatown OG hawker center. finally, i had my tom yam, craving for it since 2 weeks ago. hehs! we went to Central and sat at the riverside. nice ambience (: love spending time like this. we took pics too, msb didnt really want to and was forced by me. hahas! had a wonderful day~

end a day with a smile :)


Wednesday, October 1, 12:29 AM
made through the day with a sense of accomplishment! yay~ did the final closing for this month billing and at the first check, everything tellies :D hehs! busy yet happy too.

today, had a major arguement with msb!! i really mean BIG! guess its due to loads of expectations and disappointments? dont know what is wrong with myself too cos i was really da*n fed up. i apologised for being who i am today to you. really sorry! i know its a give and take thinggy and i'll learn from it. remember we always say that it takes 2 hands to clap.

thanks for the dinner. i could tell of your sincerity through yr actions. *touched* slap myself for being so hard hearted. =x hahs
it didnt end there.. my groomy day has transformed into a sunny day with


S.M.I.L.E