sighs.. dread to go for attachment later. it is 11.45am now. 15 mins more i have to leave my house already! sometimes i wonder why am I not joyful of going there?! is this course really for me? or issit because it is a new environment? i really hope i wont feel like this on the second week. as for now, i am really so not willing to go.. there are so much fear.. fear of doing the wrong things which i cant afford to. . 14 more days to go! persevere! =/
HapPy bIrtHdaY! 2oTh bithdaY =/ a new stage of life.. which begins with a "2" ...

today was the first day of my attachment, wah spend half a day in the ward! lols. it was mostly orientation today, the talks were so long! and i was practically falling asleep inside the room. hehe. luckily tml's shift is in the afternoon.. can sleep later in the morning=) yays~ actually i am quite sian to go for the attachment, sighs, a new ward, everything is new.. perhaps i called that the first week attachment syndrome. hopefully it wont be as bad as i think it is.. i want to enjoy it as much as i can. today's lunch was at the food junction, daph and i ate at the duck rice store.. hahas oh we were trying our luck lah.. ordered a bit more ingredients.. and hoping that the uncles will charge us cheaper.. grrr but in the end dun have lah. LOL so embarassing!oh think we were really like gluttons!!! we shared a chicken pie after that big plate of rice and noodle! wahahaha~ ate so much =/

after work, i went to meet kris, leb and yi at typ.. hmm we went to swensens to have the earthquake ice cream! yummies~ but i am quite afraid of ice cream now.. ate really so much today! cuz at the later part, ling and flora actually appeared at Mos burger.. which I thought I was meeting someone else instead of the both of them lah.. hahaha just feel shocked! neway glad that she still rememeber my bday.. =)

ps : thanks all for the celebs and pressies! xiexie~ =D
feeling quite tired now.. but still want to finish up tis entry =)
on friday, went to meet bee and yingxin.. haaha I knew wad she was up to lah! neway we went to the pasta mania at J8.. eat, chat and celebrate. yea was a great time catching up with them! den at night, went to watch fd3 with kris, shaun and sh.. that show is soo gross! eek! i covered my eyes for most of the scenes! sighs! and i was scaring myself on my way home lah.. haaha!
today went out with cheryl, had a mini celebration with her and I bought some stuffs too.. am going broke soon.=/
alrights gonna stop here, tml going to attend morning service.. cuz we going to support yi for her dance =) jiayou mei

frombee&yingxin=)

bee.cyn.xin

=) 

makingabirthdaywish.. 

fromthegirls =) 
yippy! exams are finaally OVER! phew~ stress freeeee!! hahahaha okiee i am going mad.. =D !
today was the last paper.. BIO! ahh i am not going to think about it anymore, should just enjoy my attachment and holiday till the results are back!

today after bio paper, went out with the girls to town =) we walked around for awhile.. went to places like taka, wisma, fareast, heeren and lastly paragon. hahaas! sound like we walked a lot? maybe not to daph and I cuz we took a bus to heeren.. hehee making good use of our bus concession.. oh at the same time i am sort of helping the rest in their plan..LOL hahahas i think i am kind of slow and blur! hmm.. now as i think back.. i really feel like laughing lah.. hahahaa sighs i am really blur perhaps. yeah i was really surprised by them.. and the way they presented me my present, hehee chewie is really creative.. she actually put the present on the escalator when we were going up.. yea and she called me from the back.. like asking 'who's present is that ah?' =) hahahas the funniest part was i am actually eating my lolipop in my mouth.. and because i was surprised and happy.. i laughed... and i drooled on my hands! hahas arr so paisah! hahaaha i guess this is the first time in my life that i received a present in a surprising way.. hehe! thanks meowie! yep after that we went to akashi restaurant for dinner.. it was a great dinner indeed.. lots of nice food!! not forgetting the other surprise from them.. my bday cake=)

PS: I just want to say thanks so so much to all of you! and I love the green birkens that u all bought for me! hehe you all have made this day so memorable for me! =] THANKS! LOVE YA!
a simple faith- thanks for showing me through the people u've blessed me with =)
-a complete trust-

sighs! came back home only.. received some nonsense from her.. why must she be bothered of people said? the truth is that it is not what the others think it is, she knows it too! she is testing my patience ... why cant she understands me more?!

well.. finally today's paper is oveer! 3 more to go.. tml's paper is 1082, maternal, law and ethical issues.
Ps [ thanks bro for the white chocolate! =) ] alijehcnalij
tired! =/ ... theories and theories running through my head!
counting down.. 4 more days~
I just came back from nana's house, had g12 at her place =) hehee hammy is soo cute! love playing with her. yep today's g12 was good, we are doing on a new book called "drawing near", today was on the first chap of the book. There's this part that spoke to me, it said "we've preached more of what Jesus will do for us rather than who He really is, as a result we have cultivated many who serve God primarily for benefits rather than in joyful reponse of who He is." It then gave us a analogy, this is it, a woman who marries a man for money; her motive is not to know her husband for who he is, but rather for what he can do for her. perhaps she may love him on some level, but for all the wrong reasons. I felt that besides all the blessings that He provides, we also need to recognise that He is so much more wonderful than anything. This actually allows me to reflect on my walk with Him, there are times whereby I've neglected this relationship and walk away from Him. I know its more than obedience, the priority is another issue, as I wrote down the list of things, I began to realise more about myself, about the priorites in my life. Indeed it is good that we do reflection once in awhile because it reveals more about ourselves. thanks nana for wanting to make a difference in my life, you know sometimes when I didnt tell you about my struggles and all, somehow you know it.. hahaa i am surprise in a way but I know it was the work of God. Thanks for being so patient with me, I know we all have struggles in our lives, and we are still in this journey of learning and overcoming. though I know that this journey isnt a easy one but I am glad that we will walk through it together =) just to say to you, thanks for everything! you've indeed made a difference=)
taking a break to blog now.sighs.dont know what I want to type about too?just feel like typing..okie i dont know what I am talking about too.. hahaa!guess i am quite tired already..hais 1032 medical sociology!!dont understand why we study that for..there are things in it that I dont understand too.cant get into my brain maybe because i am really tireed.hmm..I am left with 5 more chaps..ya hang on there!!! the 1029 paper is coming just so soon! tomorrow!need to look through again esp the back chaps..yea will look through it later in the night.alrights going back to my book now. jiayou!

Lordgrantmethestrengthtocarryon=)
=) spend my valentine's day with yi.di.leb. we had our dinner at pasta mania. it was a simple dinner yet it meant so much to me. we had a great time together, didnt we? *smile*
took neoprint with yi, been so long since we took one.. i miss it so much!hehe the neoprint we took today has the "valentine" feeling.. red and pink in colour.. lols! love mei loads.. remember our promise *always be there for one another* =) *ai*ni* reverofsatsisluos!

not forgetting! I saw lala at pasta just now! heehe retro girl remember our date okies. we will discuss with smallfly soon about the plan to combine the birthdays..heehe ahh im celebrating with him again, u can save money on the cake! lol! oh is there one? hahaaha *hint*

to iyiy: thanks for the card and angel bookmark =)
to idid: thanks for the xiang si dou.. it means a lot =]
to bel: thanks for being there and ur spasm-ness! lol =/
to mummy: thanks for the flowers! =))

girls I know that u all are studying hard for the exams! jiayou jiayou! lets hang on there together =D
looking forward to the last day of exams.. and our outing to the jap restarant..hehes
love you all loads! -hugs-

cyn and yiyi

ourpromise

thanksmummy=)
happy valentine's day!



I will miss you

cheryl&cyn

cheryl.cyn.zoe
I just came back from the prayer meeting at tc. It was great!I was affirmed by the message that was shared today, I know that He is there, the voice of His when He speaks to me and I really felt the peace in my heart! thank God for the comfort=)

yesterday, cheryl and I went to met up with zoe at city hall for a farewell dinner. We went funan mall first, wanted to get webcam and thumbdrive. however we didnt get any in the end cuz of the price.. hee.. we had our dinner at pasta mania at funan, it wasnt crowded and the food came so quickly. zoe treated me to dinner as my birthday present and she bought me a sunglass, thanks girl! we took some photos during dinner time, most of them are her faces. lol. as she requested me to take her pics as many as possible..now my comp is filled with her faces!=) after dinner, we went down to the river ang pow and then to citylink. it was not that crowded-surprising.. is it because of the weather? oh not forgetting we went to watch the fireworks at the esplanade.. went there ard 9pm and we found a nice spot and sat there for the next 30mins. the firework was really marvellous!!! It portrayed a heart shaped pattern, guess it was because vday is coming soon.. haha my wish came true.. i wished that i would see a "heart shaped" firework and I DID see it yesterday!=D ohh I took a video of it too. I guess daph and her AF must have enjoyed that moment.LOL. I went back home after that and it took me one and a half hour to reach home by bus.. long journey.. and i saved a flying ant which was 'trapped' in the bus, i felt so funny when i think about it now. =]

alrights going off now to continue on my 1029! tata =D
I came home early today, supposed to be in school from 9am-6pm but i went back at 3pm =( I had a bad cramps. sigh. rested for a few hours.. feeling better now. hope the pain will go away soon! good night.

heard from qi that today is World Best Friends Day so wishing all my friends a
"Happy friendship day" =D God bless!
I have not been blogging for a period of time, almost a week. hmm time pass really fast.. counting down to the exams.. its like about a week left! my preparation is like not there yet, there's so much to study.. sighs. guess i've to try to finish it by then. I will try my best and God will bless me with the rest =)

these few days, i am trying to cut down the use of my computer.. and i did try hard lah.. at least the number of hrs have decreased.. wanted to do that cuz i think i've got addicted to my comp!=/ i can stay online for more than 6hrs! think thats like too much esp exams period! =/

today, went to meet zoe after school at j8, we watched '' I not stupid too". I tried not to cry but i did! haaha it was quite touching.. esp the part where jack neo pleaded the granny to let his son off.. thats touching ='( however, there are parts where its sad at one moment then the next moment, its something funny.. like you dont know if you should cry or laugh lah. lol. but its a good show.. its very real in a sense that, they showed the reality of the world.. people's attitudes and responses toward certain things. yeah in short its a good show lah =)
sighs!
I went to school today and planned to stay all the way till 1082...but guess what? i've got cheated!!! =(. Reached school at abt 11.40 today, daph, chew and I were late for 1/2 an hour so we went to sit in the smaller room for bio lect. After the lect was over, the lecturer said that he will continue the rest next week.. means that there will only be one lect of bio today instead of two! argh! den the worse has not yet come.. until i realised that 1082 was postponed to next week! hahaa.. really speechlesss lah! in the end went to school for half an hour. =/sighs and we went to macs to eat. yea thats about our day la. now waiting to go meet nana later at J8 at abt 5.40pm.

hmm I am looking at the exam table now.. and its so soon! suddenly felt the 'near-ness' of it! Need to take out my books and start studying! esp biology! =/ guess i really need to prepare it now if not there isnt much time left.. and i dont hope that i will fail the bio theory cuz i've already fail the practical.. =(
study hard gals! lets start studying yea!!! =)

17/2- HS1029
20/2- HS 1032
21/2- HS1082
22/2-HS1030
23/2 -HS1034

a reminder to us that the exams are really near.. haha so must start studying le!! =D God bless !
happy new year!
today is the 4th day of the cny.. school starts.. meaning its time to study! lol the final year exams are so so soon! like 2 more weeks. starting from the 17th of feb.gotta start studying!esp bio..after exams will straight away be my attachment again..and its on my birthday=(.yea looking forward for the holiday after that! weehe

the past few days were really busy for me. on the first day, went over to my uncle's house in the afternoon..stayed there all the way till night.. nobody came to visit on the first day.. it was kind of boring.. lol but luckily my two cousins kept me accompanied =) we played games, cards and watch tv. den in the night my dad brought all of us the the river angpow.. it was so crowded there and it was raining.. however people are still there to look at the display items and shops.. really had the new year kind of atmosphere.hee.eh there are games there too.. my cousin and i won some soft toy, anqi named hers mimi and mine is fifi =p ohh not forgetting we saw the firework display..but wouldnt reallyy see it clearly cuz we werent at the esplanade.

the second day of new year.. was a day of visiting.. went over to my dad's side in the morning. we stayed until 3 plus den we headed to my mum's side. we stayed for dinner at my uncle's house den we went to visit my 3rd aunt. after which we went back home.. i reached home at about 11 plus. hmm yesterday was great =) met up with my dearies =) hehe and zoe. we went bugis, suntec and marine to shop.. lastly we went to esplanade.. wanted to give zoe a surprise cuz there is firework display at 9.30pm =) haaha in the end she guessed wad i wanted to surprise her la.. cuz she wouldnt stand being 'surprised' and she insisted on wanting to know! lol! the firework was so close to us.. it was very beautiful! hope she likes it. haa..it was great hanging out with her yesterday,there are just so much to catch up with her. she went overseas for like 7 mths and it seemed like a few years... gonna miss her again when she goes back! and it will be soon =( we will celebrate our bdays tog before she leaves spore. love her loads!