my antidote <3
earthquake (:

letting go takes love

To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for, but to care about.

To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny, but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

Remember: The time to love is short

------ author unknown

* found this poem quite meaningful so i posted it (:

such a beautiful rainbow ..

1John4:18
perfectlovecastsoutallfear
I'm trading my sorrow
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
And we say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord. Amen

I'm pressed but not crushed
persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I'm blessed beyond the curse
for His promise will endure
And His joy's gonna be my strength
Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning...

(: His love is new every morning
Hs 2117 (:



the casts

the roles

yippie 1 proj's down :)
1 more to go tml
and we can finally rest!
jiayou!




别问最爱我的人伤我有多深 现实总是太残忍
我早已付出了灵魂
matt11:28-30

come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
isit so difficult to love?
many times i wanted to try but what have i got in the end? more disappointments!
stop giving me reasons that im ur daughter and i've to respect u.. yes i know i wil respect u when u yourself show me what respect is.. all those u said are just excuses. i had enough. its time for a break ya?!!!
half a day has gone by.. what have i achieved? nth much i guess! zzZ i have concluded that i am a night person not a day one. i cant concentrate esp at home! too many distractors~that is sad :(
perhaps.



为什么想守候
a busy week indeed! to start off with my week, i've two tests on a monday. one was the lab pract and the other was research method theory. they drained away almost all my energy. im relieved that i passed both.thank god! it was by god's grace that i passed the research method test cos i studied it on the day itself =/ for that, i got a F for my section A and C for my section B, at first i thought i'll fail but i've got a D for the overall of 2 sections! *couldnt believe it * hahas thats why i kept asking twinnie whether i've seen the results wrongly.. in the end i was convinced! (:

2 papers down :) another 1 more to go tml.. bio pract paper and thats a killer! there's so so much to study!! i'll start studying it after i blog this entry. i hope somehow the info/diagrams will diffuse into my brain. lord grant me strength and wisdom as i study for the bio pract, amen!

all the best for the bio pract everyone!
study hard! =)


living from the inside out
-hwn-
today for the first time in my life, i ate bak ku teh! (=
it wasnt as bad as i thought it was.. eh kind of like the soup.
nxt time i'll want to try the amk one. hahas!



walk alot today.. cos we went to a few places
play in different arcades too.
and we won 2 snoopy books at the children funworld! lols
ahem all thanks to the jackpot ya? =) it was surprising!




thanks cong for the day! (:

i just realised we saw lots of ur 'black and white' fren today!
wahahaha~

alrights back to mug again! zzz jiayou
overdose of projects n tests

stress level increasing..


wdhpy
Hillsong United

All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You


lord thank you for ur love (:

*reflection*

always thankful, always victorious in Christ, always a blessing to others
arghh :(
its a saturday and i should be sleeping at this time but i am awake since 8.30am!
wonder why? it is annoying that i got awaked by some sort of 'attack'..
all i could remember was, someone threw a pillow at me and hit directly onto my face..
the clearer explanation is, my pillow was on the floor and being kind she picked it up, and i thought all she need to do was to place it back on the bed.. BUT i really dont understand why must she slammed it onto my face. hais.. one day i guess i'll die of shock!
sorry for being this irritated but i am......

SIGHS~ i am so awake now =/


please teach me how to love...
love is patient




school is becoming busier with multiple projs, test and etc..




this is what twinnies played with when we were late for lect.
its a fly btw.. hehs
oh it's forte is 'playing dead'! lols =D
happy new year! -a new beginning-
whatever that had happened, let it be a lesson learned (:
let go and let god be in control.. i believe we'll grow much more thro all the trials.

had our yearly countdown party at expo last night and the theme for this year's countdown was retro... back to the 70s/80s.. interesting. lols!

back to school soon in 2 days time & that reminds me of the theory paper.
gosh i've yet to study it! godbless