Wednesday, June 18, 11:11 PM
back to work today! stress-ed 'cos in the morning at about 9am, I received a call from my collegue informing me that I am on mid shift today! .. then in the end, i've to rush to myself to work. mid shift is rather busy, it is = to start/end and end/start patients. if your working as a renal nurse you'll know what i mean :) yea busy busy laa! i managed to end 3 lines and started 1 all by myself. am quite satisfied about it (:


1 good news to share! i'm off on sat.. just got to know about this today. my shift will be D,P and Off! wee~ going to work harder for my job!!!!!! too many competitive people around so somehow gotta buck up too! anyway, working life is very different from school's, people just want to climb the hierarchy.. yeps!


time is so quick that sometimes i began to lose sight of whats around me. however, we've to admit that that's life.. ? many times, i asked myself what do i want in life? i got stuck too in answering my own question. its still a ? haha! i will find my answer in time to come (: will seek the answer. yeps.. sometimes i feel that as we grow up, many things change as well.. then we feel hard to adapt to new changes. i struggled too but i know the way out is to move out of our comfort zones. people like to stay in it for sure however moving out will lead you to greater things awaiting for you! i know it isnt easy but it takes the first step to overcome it. what is in the past, let it be a beautiful
memory and continue to move on.. and not blaming one another. whatever decision was made has its own reason.. and i believe its for a good cause. yeps! cherish the people around you and judge less (:

, 12:08 AM
life as a student has finally come to an end today. today is the last day of my 10 days fundamental course.. ahh no more office hour! hahas! working pm shift for the next 4 days. hmm.. these 2 weeks have been great.. do some updatings now. i caught 2 movies, kungfu panda and the hulk! kungfu panda is 5stars rated if i would to rate it. its simply hilarious (: heh! dont mind watching a second time. the hulk would be an average one I would say. yep, 2 movies with msb (: happy! last sunday, went on a one day trip to desaru farm in malaysia with my collegues. thats an outing planned by our DC staffs, went with the patients too. it was a good experience, able to build better rapport with some of them (: beside that, i've a special bodyguard with me too! thanks dear for all~ love u. days are passing by quickly each day, its my second month in this organisation and thank God im CONFIRMED! thats what i heard when im on course laah. its really fast cos normally it takes 3 months! thank God :D He is faithful to me.

going back to work tomorrow after 1o days of course. feeling a little sian.. u know that feeling? haas. however, I will still face up to every challenge that come on the way bcos I believe in Him who believes in me! there are many things which i need to learn this season and one of the most challenging one is to be firm. I know I will overcome it with Him! -faith

msb: thanks for being there for me always! iwalu!

Sunday, June 1, 12:05 AM
weekend is here! yay~ thank God!! I need a rest!! have been working am shift since monday till today.. exhausted! im on pm next monday! hee! oh not forgetting im going for my course on wed, its a 10 days course.. after which I'll need to sit for the exams (: hope everything will go on well. I am really pushing myself this time round in doing things which im afraid to! I want to overcome the fear! still striving hard.. perhaps can strive even harder!! haas. With God nth is impossible :D
today, celebrated mum's birthday together with my family, peiyun and alan dear. We went to Ashton again, the food is really good!! yums! reasonable price (: dinner first followed by coffee bean.. cut the cake at coffee bean. dear bought four season durain cake for mum, i think she likes it a lot! (: yups, its really nice coming together and chat about everything. I love spending this kind of time with them! hee~ thank God for this day!

Im looking forward to later's celeb (: