finally I"ve got a chance to blog! my comp hard disk crashed aagain.. send for repair alr *sighs and im using my bro's comp now.. lolz cuz he isnt at home.. phew... hmm recently quite busy with the E-monster which is EXAMs~ arrgghh... hahas the presence of my eye bag is bcuz of that! neway left with 1027 and 1028.. 2 more papers.. hurrAyyy... cant wait for friday! gonna paint the town red.. hahahas shopping!! here we come =) i guess the rest of the gals are waiting for that day to come too ya.. hahas.. oh yah attachment is starting nxt monday, that so soon.. i've accepted the fact that im alone for my shift.. wad to do rite.. maybe it wont be as bad as i thought it is *hoping.. lolx.. yahs.. 3 weeks and it will be over! so happie guess wad my mum said tt maybe during my holis.. she is bringing me to bangkok or Kl.. i hope tts true! =)
one of my favourites
Don Moen
I Will Sing
Lord You seem so far away. A million miles or more it feels today.
And though I haven lost my faith, I must confess right now that its hard for me to pray.
But I dont know what to say and I dont know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all thats in my heart.
I will sing. I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain.
I will sing. I will praise.
Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.
Lord is hard for me to see all the thought and plan You have for me.
But I will put my trust in You. Lord will meet Your guide to set me free.
But I dont know what to say and I dont know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all that is in my heart.I will sing.
I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain. I will sing.
I will praise. Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.
today went to east coast for cell outing.. yeps den some of them went cycling while me, nana & yi went blading.. aww my legs so suan now.. *tired* haahas it was quite fun =) erm... oh ya sobz i fell down wif yiyi.. somemore same position..*so paisah* lol and my left thigh & butt are still aching now.. hopefully the ache will go away in a day or 2. hmm.. today we went to tc for service.. i miss tc.. hehe can see many familiar faces.. saaw meifeng and cher today.. yeahs.. after service went to meet a fren.. wanted to have a talk wif her.. hmm actually i really dun noe wad and how to start to tell her wads on my mind.. i really pray very hard.. cuz i dun wish her to misunderstand wad i said.. yeps sometimes i really wonder how much i said went into her.. maybe wad i said is something that she doesnt wants to hear.. I felt the pain in my heart seeing her like this.. seeing her being so indecisive in somethings, seeing her slowly ruining her life.. I feel i can do lots more but at the same time I know no matter how hard i tried to change her.. i will not succeed cuz im not the one that controls her life.. I cant make decisions for her.. bcuz first its her life and second i dun have the authority to change her or control things.. i can only guide her. actually from this.. i feel that there is something for me to learn and that is to let go of things that i noe im not in control of.. i guess im trying hard to do something that is not up to my ability.. and oso im carrying someone else's burden which there isnt a need to be..as for now i guess i have to have faith and believe that one day she will see the light and be saved.. hmm.. it is only trials that we will learn things that are precious=)
hmm just came back home not long ago from woodlands, went to watched bewitched wif chew, daph and nis.. ermm the movie was so so.. not as good as i thot it was cuz smallfly told me he wouldnt mind watching it again. so i assume it will be great since he wants to watch it again... oh well.. i guess we have different opinions.. hahas. yep while waiting for the movie to start.. we went to the arcade., it somehow caught my attention cuz of the disney games they have inside.. so we went in..*wonder if it is a wrong option.. lol* cuz the 3 of us ( me, nis & daph ) spend ard $10 each to try our luck on getting the soft toys... that kind whereby the soft toys are in a machine den u suppose to 'catch' it .. *does my description makes sense* lolx we practically got addicted to it.. kept trying.. hahas but at least managed to 'catch' 2 mickey mouse soft toys.. yeps.. we nearly got the winnie the pooh tt nis wanted but didnt.. lol i still cant give it up.. it was so close in getting it!! hahas maybe nxt tym shall go back and try again.. *grins*
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Ariel
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had a great tym catching up wif yiyi today.. think we have been too busy with our own lifes that we dont even noe wad is happening in each others' lifes... i am really glad that we met up today =) yeps.. we went to town.. walked ard taka, wisma and far east.. hahas we talked a lot... talked about our schools and everything.. practically everything... hahas really love to go out wif her.. she always bring joy to the people ard her... thank God for a sister like her! heex we bought lots of things today.. let me recalled.. actually we bought the same kind of things and amt too.. hahas she bought a pair of shoe from pony den i bought a pair of scandals from pretty fit.. im so broke now.. it costs abt 56 for my pair of scandals.. =x yea den we bought earrings.. files... hahas and blah blah blah... yea.. den after shopping ard.. we met up wif yi's mum.. haas she was shopping at taka so we went to look for her. we went to take our dinner at macpherson.. her mum ordered so much food.. hahas den i have to eat lahs.. super bloated now.. lolx.. thanks yi's mummy for d wonderful dinner hehex
I heard about this woman who kept a box in her kitchen that she called her 'Worry Box.'
Every time something troubled her, she would write it down on a piece of paper and put it in the box.
She resolved not to think about her problems as long as they were in the box.
This enabled the woman to put her troubles completely out of mind.
She knew they could be dealt with later.
Occasionally she would take out a slip of paper and review the concern written on it.
Because she had not been drained by anxiety, she was relaxed and better able to find the solution to her problem. Many time she discovered that a specific worry no longer existed.
Writing down on a paper and putting them in a box maybe helpful, but how much better it is to place them in the hands of God. Worry robs us of joy, drains us of energy, stunts our spiritual growth and dishonors God.
Jesus said, "Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its owm things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble." matt 6.34
Lets believe the Lord's promises and trust Him to meet our needs. Placing our worries in His hands is far better than putting them in a worry box.
*He put His peace in our heart when we put our cares in His hands =)
When the night has come and the land is dark
And the moon is the only light to see
No I won't be afraid
No I..I won't be afraidJust as long as you stand by me stand by me
Darling Darling Stand By Me
Oh Now Now Stand by me
Stand by me stand by me
If the sky that we look upon should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry I won't cry No I..
I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand by me stand by me
Darling Darling Stand By Me
Oh Stand by me
Stand by me stand by me
Whenever your in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh now now stand by me oh stand by me stand by me
Darling Darling Stand By Me
Oh Stand by meStand by me stand by me
celebrated lala's birthday at ngee ann city seoul garden! reallie enjoyed cooking the food.. hahax it was real fun.. ! there were so much food that we stayed for about 3hrs inside.. were bloated up after that. it was really worth-while.. yeahs after that we went hereen and ps. lala bought about 5boxes of jigsaw puzzels at ps puzzel world.. she actualli spend abt 2oo plus.. haha wo pei fu ta.. but its her interest lahs! heex oh yah there are tigum machines in the shop.. quite surprised thou.. yeah as usual i went to try my luck on this machine.. cuz there is this tinklebell keychain inside.. i really wanted it so much.. i spend abt $6.. still cant get tinklebell =( luckily lala bought them from me.. den i went to use the $ to try again... arrrgh still din get wad i want.. haax i really give up tigum-ing alr! but guess wad.. we realised that there is this box filled with the capsules.. and it contains the tinklebell i wanted inside.. so lala helped me by asking the guy in d shop if i can change my capsule to the one i want which is in the box.. so nice of him that he agreed.. but he said pretend that he didnt see it lahs! lolx yay! hahaas.. so i exchanged with the one in d box.. i got the tinklebell! =) thks lala.. and that kind guy yah!

taken at seoul garden *01082005*

on our way home at marine bay station!

lala's self designed ice cream

my self designed ice cream 

at seoul garden! bbq-ing the chicken=)

my tinklebell chain and lala's stitch chain
CARA aka lala
hAppie 18th birthday !
well going to meet lala and smallfly up now.. celebrating lala's birthday=)
will update tonight agaain!