went out with mui ysd to watch mrbean. hear me, its a retarded show.. dont waste ur $$! haha! yups.. after spending half of the day with mui, i went to habourfront and then back to town again to wait for bebe to end work. :)
Psa3:3
But You are a shield around me, O Lord, You bestow glory on me and lift up my head

As I was doing my quiet time today, the Lord gave me this verse., psa 3:3. Before that, I was actually praying, praying for my family and myself. These 2 days, it has been quite chaotic at home, there were conflicts and misunderstandings going around between my parents and brother. I was affected indirectly though I wasnt involved.. I felt angry especially towards my parents. On the inside, I was blaming them for all the unhappiness which they had created. Therefore, my heart was burdened by all these unhappiness and worries. I felt troubled, resentful and unhappy.. it seemd like my joy has been robbed away.. left with nothing! I may seemd alright on the surface but I am struggling inside. I told myself.. I want peace, I want my joy back. God.. I cried out to Him.. and He hears me when I prayed during my qt. Indeed, in psa 3:3, He is the shield around me, someone who protects me and I'd hide under His wings. In time like this, I chose to hide in His presence. It also taught me one thing, its about making choices, when troubles come, who do we run to? how often do we turn to God? thats something we can reflect on? Once again, He assured me of His love, Cor 13:7 It (Love) always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always persevere.
thank God! I am secured by Your love.

Pain and sorrow are inescapable facts of life. Yet the Holy Spirit is our source of gladness, "bringing the richest treasures man can wish or God can send."- David McCasland

Way back into love (Music and Lyrics)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration 

Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love 

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


i want to watch it and this song is really nice! (:
holidays are here! weehee~

cheryl's 21st birthday
i lovee her birthday cake
snow white & the seven dwafs



happy 21st cheryl! (:
its the end of my posting at IMH! it was a brand new experience for me..totally different from a general ward. hahas! i guess you really need to have more patience at imh.. cos everything is so unpredictable. yups.. cant reveal much here too. guess only those who have been there know what i am talking about (:
anyway, i am excited cos holiday is here! yay~

*pray hard that my throat will be well soon!
sighs~
overdose of antibiotics!


look at the brighter side of life!
here to update a little (: i've been quite busy these few weeks, there were bc sanc camp, tribe retreat and attachments. firstly, the bc sanc camp! it was really great cos it allowed me to mingle and understand the children better. next was the tribe retreat, it taught me the importance of a family and how we can work tog. yups.. though the camps and all were really draining away my energy, i felt that i've benefited and learned sth from it. thank God!
anyway, i just got back my exam results ysd, thank God!!! i managed to pass with moderate results.. hee~ frankly speaking, i wasnt expecting As or Bs cos i truly know the amount of effort i've put in, i was just hoping for a pass! i must thank God for His grace that i am able to pass my bio and psycho papers! those were the two which i thought i've high risk of failing!hahas.i cant explain how thankful i am!:D

Imisslesspins!
All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of GloryKing of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

my joy comes fr0m the Lord (:
today, i met up with sf and la to celebrate our (sf's & my) birthdays at vivo's marche. mm it wasnt the same as the other outlets cos the one at vivo doesnt have much varieties. we got "cheated" in a way. hahas!
anyway, we discussed some topics during our chit-chatting session and one which made me had a second thought was about making choices in life.. hmm sf said our choices determine our path.. which i thought was a true statement indeed.. then i begin to think it is very real cos as one grows older, there are so much choices to make.. so many decisions and all! sometimes i wonder which is the best and whatever that was made is the right decision? perhaps only God knows whats the best for us.. letting go? hmm.. alrights im getting tired of thinking about what to write.. thats all! tatas


the truth?