I am beginning to think I'm overwhelmed by the cares of this world..
all the worries and troubles...

I really want to let go cos' I am very tired..
no more of controlling my own life, I want to surrender all.

what is the purpose i have been searching for?
sometimes as days passed by I do not know what I am living for?
enlighten me my Lord...
had been going through tiring weeks, I need some rest.. can November comes faster? weell, I see myself going through more changes in the weeks and months to come.. cynthia you got to get used to it! oh man.. alrights I shall look at the brighter side. myself? maybe I should think of a change too or stay at the same old place where I dont see anymore prospect. do I work for the sake of working or do I work with the passion?

pampered myself on monday or tuesday, ah I forgot. I did a classic pendicure.. :D


Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

Thanks Daddy in heaven for Your great love.
I cried when I listen to this song, it ministered to me.. indeed
Nothing you can do Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done Could make Him close the door.
His love never change..

letting go of me, holding on to You