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thanks for making this day a wonderful one :) 美好回忆
I had my practical test today and guess what i got surgical rubbing! Thats the skill i was hoping to get but i flunk it.. i was quite upset over it. I guess i wasnt prepared enough. Anyway there will be a retest next thurs.. just hope that I'll get back the same skill. sighs~ Rather busy these two weeks with projects and tests.. 2 more ICAs and a retest to go next week, after which.. life will be a little more relaxing. I cant wait..... (:

sometimes i do ponder..
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"My daughter, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

the seed which i've unintentionally planted outside ltk3.

woke up not ago, it seems like a monday to me maybe its because i didnt go school ysd. (: i was blog hopping ysd when i came across twinnie's and i found something interesting which she has blogged. she posted this,

an verdosage of a lethal drug
classification: depressant/anxiety drugs.
use: for completion of the nursing course.
side effects: drowning in a pool of workahol, anxiety, drowsiness, vertigo[dizziness], heart palpitations, tachypnea...[and the list goes on..]
ANTIDOTE: PT!(: [not physiotherapy BUT, PRESENCE THERAPY]JEHOVAH RAPHA, our HEALER!(:

haha.. the antidote part is interesting, PT, i remember her mentioning to me the other day. I thought of another point ET, eating therapy, I think that works too! Just make sure u dont overeat. ysd i was reading my db and i came across this word SPEM prayer. SPEM means spiritual, physical, emotional and mental, when we are struggling, pray to Him in all these 4 areas. actually there are verses which further elaborate on each point.. yup one thing Ive learned is that turn your cares into prayers instead of worry. (:

I think I've blogged quite alot.. hahas.. oh ya this song (hold on) which is playing on my blog is from spiderman 2 by Jet, think the lyrics is quite real to me at times, "try so hard to be someone that you forget who you are, you tried to fill some emptiness till all your nights spill over...now everything is so far away that you don’t know where you are you are.." yups.. thats part of the lyrics.

alrights I need to go prepare for school soon, proj meeting at 1pm.

the choice will make you into who you are
atc thanks for being there for me (:
I need Your guidance..
teach me how to love.. indeed letting go is a process.
I thank God for this spiritual family..my leaders, sisters and brothers.
I pray that we will learn to love one another and persevere through the storms.
It will be a year of victory! (:

this week wil be a busy one filled with theory test, lab test and ica.. i pray that everything will go on well for us. gambate girls! we will go out and celebrate after the lab tests (: