taking a break from proj! brain blocked i guess.. today, i met up with bebe in the afternoon. we had our late breakfast at the coffee shop near my house. We went town after that and we shopped.. talked a lot.. bebe.. really hope you'll make the right choice. you know which path is right.. just hope you will take that path :) ill continue to pray for u! yups.. in the evening, i met up with lala and smallfly at orchard. accompanied lala to kino to get her notebooks which cost her $64 for both! you really hen she de! lol. we went ps after that, wanted to go cartel but we were on budget so we went pasta mania instead. we caught up with one another quite abit.. and took some pics!


I just came back from my uncle's house, went to visit my grandma. I had a great time spend with her, we talked about many things, from the past to the present. At one point of the conversation, she told me something regarding someone which made my heart sank... I am not sure how true it is? I cant discern if its true or its just some scandals cos it happend so long ago. I admit that when she told me those things, I did believe it and felt angry. However, when I was alone travelling home, I thought about it again.. I've decided that what happend in the past doesnt matters anymore. It is the present that matters. I felt everyone deserves a chance even for whatever wrongs he/she has committed. we should allow them to change and to be a better person. Sometimes I wonder, God why me? why did you put such difficult trials in my life, esp struggling with someone so close to me, then I thought perhaps God wants me to learn to love and trust. I think I am able to let go more compared to the past, learning to trust people.. anyway, ya I want to thank God for blessing me a spiritual dad, mike. He shows me what a father is like when my own dad doesnt really shows it sometimes. really thank him for his care and concern towards us (:

read my daily bread today and it spoke to me in 2 cor 3:1-11

v5
Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think of anything as being from ourselves, but our sufficiency is from God.

this song "superman" is a ballad that imagines what it must be like to be a superhero. Yet he struggles with the inadequacy of his strength to cope with the world's complexities.
People seemed to identify with the song theme. Real life proves we are insufficient to battle the overwhelming burdens that confront us. Even those who want to be self-sufficient cant manage life in their own strength. As children of God, we have a resource that even superman could never claim. We find sufficiency for life that can overwhelm our inadequacies and enable is to live victoriously. In God's strength we find all we need to navigate the storms of life in this turbulent world. ( taken from ODB)
we must experience our weakness to experience God's strength
trust God ! (:
a fulfilling week with my love ones!
went to places like botanic garden and sentosa - the scenary is so beautiful at night!
ysd, i went ice skating with my cell.. it was exciting! enjoyed the 'swinging' stunts! hees..
this coming week will be a busy one too.. going back to school for proj on wed, then thurs-fri, chalet cum bcls. All the best to those who are retaking! jiayou! we must strive to pass this time round (:

counting down (:
smiles
back from primers camp ysd,
it was a great camp! I did many things for the first time, like repelling wall and kayaking for almost one whole day which explains my aches and bruises. haha! ya i am fully replenished after my 11hrs of sleep :D
dilemma.
show me the way..
there is tension at home again. some time i wonder can a person be changed? how much trust do you have in a person believing in he/ she will change? I am getting tired.. tired of hearing all those words, cries because of the same old problem. some time, i feel its really hard to trust someone.. its like when you trust and that person disappoints you, how do you expect me to trust you again? argh! its scary that you do not know who is true and fake to you, isnt it? i wish the situation wil get better at home.. i want to let go but things arent allowing me to. God.. please help! let there be peace at home.

Lord hear the cry of my heart
ysd, I went to ttsh with twinnie.. not to the open house but to look for rolyna. haha.. we were too tired to go for the open house. hmm after ttsh, we went to PS for lunch and also get our fbt shorts. anyway, thanks twinnie for the unexpected treat :) yup.. i visited twinnie's church in the evening, i felt quite cosy maybe bcos its a small church and everyone knows each other. thank God that twinnie's dad fetchd us to peilin's chalet. we arrived around 7 plus i think.. and there were quite a lot of people at her party. hehe.. there were nice food too.. and we took many pics. waiting for shortie and dopey to send :) yah thats how i spend my sat!
as for today, went to celebrate mum's bday at this indonesian rest.. spicy food i lovee! yup dinner was great :) happy 50th birthday mum! 060607

cheer up! God has His plans for you :)





my 2 weeks holidays are here pretty soon :) yay! looking forward to the camp and class chalet.
I hope she is feeling ok now.. i dont know what ur upset about and i really hope u would share it with me. Please trust me that ill always love u the same..
-faith and hope-

010607. a memorable day. :)