i am on pm shift later that tells why i am still awake at this hour (: doing some stuffs now actually am rushing to complete it by sunday. our 1 year anni gifts! i am looking forward to it.. thank God that He bless me with His strength to complete what i wanted to tonight! 2 more to go! i think i will plan to finish them another day. need some rest too!

oh yea! not forgetting i cannulated a patient all by myself today! didnt know how did i managed to do it.. but i just did without fear (: I know He is with me! there's peace.. i wanna learn as much as i could! jiayou! nights (:

I miss mui *hugs*


met my girls for cell today before service starts. I feel that time passes really fast.. a blink of eye, a week just passed like that! am glad to see the girls today, thank god for each one of them! sometimes, when i hear them share about their struggles, i find them very real. those struggles that ive been through and am still going through. God put us together for a purpose! i believe we can help one another in this journey and i hope that i'll be able to make a difference into their lives too. i may not be perfect as i am still learning in many areas that God is moulding me in. i will do my best in everything. i pray for peace to be with me esp in my job, i want to set my heart on it and not wander around. God, if this is your will for my life then please let this will be done! just want to thank God for the people around me, my family, spiritual family and alan! thank you for the support you have given me!

ps [ dear! lets trust God together for the future! He is our provider!]

my cell group


the birthday girl! (:

lovely cupcakes


taTA~
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I typed so much.. and its gone.. zz

the shortcut version,

its my graduation day today! 220508 marks the closure of my campus life unless I intend to further my studies. haaha...

i got my dip at last, thank God! Also, i've made a decision maybe you could say its a final one, i've decided to stay on in this field. Previously, i was still quite lost but now i am quite sure abt it. i thought God didnt put me thro the 3 years without a purpose ya? it may be tough at first but ive learn not to focus on my fear. Instead, i'll learn to overcome it! yups.. trust God

wanna say a BIG thank U to my muimui and msb for coming down to my grad!

thanks mui for being my companion and camera girl (: hee
thanks also for the presents, the flowers, the card u made and the bear which i named it after you -> xi wan (hope) [: I like it very much
thanks to msb for the food! whan! sweets

goodnight!
I haven been blogging for so long! Anyway, I have just started working at NKF, I am in my 3rd week now. God is good to bless me with this current job, come to think about it, the criteria that I prayed for were found in it mostly. However, I still dont feel very right about it.. dont know why?! I am learning to trust God and believe Him for all the unknowns. Recently, many changes had taken place in my life and I've been forced in a way to get out of my comfort zone.. yups, i guess all these are part of life. Lord.. thank you for everything. You are my comfort in moments like this. :D

I want to believe!