the battle is not yours but the Lord's, the Lord of the Hosts will fight for you, and you will hold your peace.

thank God even in time of difficulties, You never left me. I reckon that in every trials that You put in my life is indeed a learning process. These few weeks, You showed me the areas where i need to grow, You draw me back and fill your love in the empty spaces in my heart and You make me see things that i never knew. You send angels to surround me when i feel alone. most importantly, You show me what a family is.. what is love in a family. I realised in the past, i formed to much opinions on them, viewing them by my own judgement.. i never knew they care so much for me.. but now.. i realised it. (:

words cant express how thankful i am.

I see grace
I see love
find this quite encouraging!

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.
"There are 5 things you need to know", he told the pencil, "before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and you will become the best pencil you can be?

ONE: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand.

TWO: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil.

THREE: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

FOUR: The most important part of you will always be what's inside.

AND FIVE: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write.

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart. The parable of the pencil imparts great wisdom in the way we human beings live our lives as well.

Allow this parable on the pencil to encourage you to know that you are a special person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were born to accomplish.

Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change.

We are just like the pencil, who can make a difference in our lives and in the lives of the people around us.

Don't ever underestimate what you have the power to do!
another day at home.. most of my afternoons are quite boring nowadays. most of my frens are either back to school or on attachment.

last night, i went to meet lesspins at PS, we went to manhanttan for dinner.. hmm i think i like the fries most in the seafood platter. heh. we had a good time catching up with one another (:
it hasnt been an easy week.. however I am learning something valuable (:
renewal of mind!

stop worrying!!!
watched white chicks myself just now, laughed quite a bit. yups have been msn-ing for the last few hours, chat with a few friends.. long time didnt catch up with them. i hope she's feeling better after pouring out her feelings though i dont really know her well but i hope she will be optimistic. i am listening to westlife songs now on youtube, the memories of my secondary years just came back. i rmb we used to go to one of our friend's house, lynn, to play and to watch movies till night. we used to record our voices as we sing some of the songs from westlife and we will just laughed at it. our fav songs are, season in the sun, when you are looking like that, i lay my love on you and and more! not forgetting a1, we were boybands craze, what u expect? felt like i've grown older! (:

wanna thank God cos ttsh called me on monday to go for an interview!!!! :D

msb- jiayou! i believe God will take care of u and guide u over at aust.
mui- jiayou! persevere!! i know its a hard period for u, learn to rely on God and nt yrself.
kay- jiayou too for yr Os! i believe in u! remember the joy of the Lord is your strength.
chris- continue to persevere too.. yr attachment will soon be over!
myself- put all my cares onto the hands of God! trust Him
im at my cousin's house now (: have decided to stay for a few days to accompany my grandma. yups.. msb called back a few times, so glad that he's fine! hmm i learned some things thro' this incident.. i really could see my reaction and all when he's nt with me. everything is so timely, i mean when i was preparing for word for sunday's teaching, it was about priority and idols. the reflection was, is there an idol in yr life? as i ponder, i could fully understand what the Lord is teaching me. idol.. is when you put something or someone above God. yups.. as i reflect i repent.. thank God for showing me what U want me to learn.. i guess i can use my personal testimony to teach the children better.. haha thats why i believe everything happen for a reason. :) these 3 days were indeed a struggle i must say.. however, i recognise that God is always here with me.. thank Him for His blessings. I'll treasure what You've blessed me with and entrust what I've into your hands.

i still miss msb but i could control my emotions now. instead of dwelling in that feeling.. i should do things which are more meaningful. I pray that throughout these 17days, God will indeed make it fruitful for him and that he will learn to trust in Him. amen.


thanks to those who stayed by my side and listen to me for the past few days. :)
no one can ever take away the joy that the Lord has blessed me with.
this day has finally arrived, going to the airport in awhile's time to send msb off.. yups.. started to miss him since yesterday. haha. lesser sms and calls everyday.. for 2 weeks plus! i wish time could run fast during these 2 weeks. i will keep the promises i made to u, dont worry about me. I'll be fine... (: i hope you will be fine there too. please takecare! IMY!

counting down
17 days..

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Receiving Gifts
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Receiving Gifts:		8
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Quality Time:		6
Physical Touch:		3

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Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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life has much uncertainties to bear..
give me the strength to fight this race Lord!

-what would be a better choice?

bkx
i dont understand why must one bring up the past? i cant find an answer to it too cos at times i do what i dont understand. hah sounds contradicting ya. i hate the alphabet 'E' its the first letter of a word that i dislike! yups.. a highly potency word to me.. causing me to think a lot. as what i said before, why worry? if i've the time to worry why not i use that time to pray? haha i guess i need to apply it to my situation now. God, what are you teaching me? perhaps I know perhaps I dont? all i know its happening again.. that fear is back again..

let go and trust..
hmm nothing much to blog here too, just some updates.