God is real
Sunday, April 3, 3:28 PM
God is indeed so real.. He knows everything.. every little details about us.. wad we are struggling and going through.. thank God for all.. even the trials He put in my life.. yesterday in cell.. nana askd us to share a thanksgiving.. her reason for doing tt is bcuz most of us thank God for things that we prayed for and when prayers are answered.. but ppl seldom thank God for the trials which He put in their lifes. hmm felt that yesterday's msg was real to me.. haha thats why i said God is watching over everyone of us.. it is so real!! Like what im struggling recently.. the msg which was shared yesterday really spoke to me. hmm nana shared Rom 7:12-25 & 8:1-2.. its about Paul's struggles in sinning. In V.15.. 'I do not understand what I do. For what I do I do not want to do, but I hate I do'. , V.20 'Now if I do what I do not want to do, its no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it'.. these 2 verses spoke to me... hmm sumtyms i really struggle in doing things which i know i shouldnt do but yet there's a desire in me that i want to do it.. thats when i felt really torn apart... haha we really have another twin.. one is the sinful nature and the other the spiritual nature.. like wad nana said.. we need to crucified our sinful nature every now and then. Our old self must died.. though it might return at some point of time.. we need to be aware of it. I felt that God is teaching me to stand firm and believe that He has set me free from my past.. and I shouldnt live in the past but live towards the future.. like what Ps Khong shared in service... we should look forward and not backward..=)
Lord I pray that you will continue to mould me to become more like you.. I pray that I will be pleasing to you.. that I will not set on nature desires but live in accordance with the spirit.. I also pray that you will grant me strength.. for I know I cant walk alone.. Lord pray that you will be with me throughout this journey.. thank You! =)