updates
Sunday, December 4, 1:34 AM
yawns.. i am using my 'resting' time to blog, studying bio at this late hour.. actually i am really tireed! but i have to continue... not much time left ='( still got a looong way to go.. *sighs* the consequence of last min work.. ..

yep my week was ookay.. met up with ling, anthony and glenn for dinner on friday. we met up at ps. hmm.. i think the meeting up was okie.. just that its a little short.. we went back after 2hrs?! cuz ling has volleyball training. sometimes i wonder when can she spare some time for the people around her? i feel like there's so much that i want to talk to her about yet at the same time i dunno wad to tok to her about. isit bcuz our friendship has drifted apart? i wish that i would turn back time.. to those time when we were very close.. i guess its pointless for me to say that cuz i noe it will never happen. i feel that it takes both sides to put in effort to maintain a friendship, it cant always be one sided.. cuz eventually the person will get very tired of it. hmm.. perhaps thats how i feel towards her.. i really dont understand..? isit so hard to love someone.. i feel that loving someone who is unlovable actually shows the meaning of love. bcuz when u learn to love that person.. u've learnt the meaning of true love.isnt it? if the person is lovable.. u wouldnt have difficulties at all.. hmm i noe thats not easy and i must admit that i'm not perfect and i do have my struggles.. but wadever it is.. i will learn it step by step bah.. there's a timing for everything, isnt it?

oh yea.. i was really blur that i left my thumb-drive at the eplaza on tues.. and wads more is that i only realised it on thurs.. hahaa. i was searching for it on thurs morning but wouldnt find=( so i tried to recall back where i left it.. and.. yea its at the eplaza =x . okie cut the story short.. i managed to get it back!! the person in charge actually found it and kept it for me.. so gald that it was found. honestly i didnt think that i would get it back.. thought someone has taken it.. haha but.... I DID yay~ thank God=)
okie i am going back to study now! =S