sighs
Wednesday, January 25, 7:41 PM
sighs!woken up by my mum's voice!wads new?!both of them are quarreling again!!!!It has been like this for the past few days..I really had enough of it.one moment they seemed alright,the other moment,things changed and you see the other side of them.i dont understand why are they so sensitive,just the slightest thing..they can quarell like mad!I tried not to care but I cant..its bothering me!hais!I begin to dislike them..for them being this way..why cant they spare some thoughts for their children.I realised that there's no way to escape even though i tried many times not to care!because they are my parents..i do care!It just affect me very naturally..i cant control it.i think i felt better as i wrote down how i feel..i didnt know how to say perhaps writing down is a better way for me..like a stone has been taken off my heart. he talked to me just now..asking me to take my dinner..as i was still trying to go back to sleep.i didnt really want to say much..just said a word 'wait'...i dont feel like talking to them..i dont even want to look at them when they are talking to me!prehaps i am angry.. i dont wish that i am like this..i wish i would understand them.isnt new year supposed to be something happy?why issit that my parents kept making it become so unhappy?!im unhappy too..truly unhappy!='(