I just came back from nana's house, had g12 at her place =) hehee hammy is soo cute! love playing with her. yep today's g12 was good, we are doing on a new book called "drawing near", today was on the first chap of the book. There's this part that spoke to me, it said "we've preached more of what Jesus will do for us rather than who He really is, as a result we have cultivated many who serve God primarily for benefits rather than in joyful reponse of who He is." It then gave us a analogy, this is it, a woman who marries a man for money; her motive is not to know her husband for who he is, but rather for what he can do for her. perhaps she may love him on some level, but for all the wrong reasons. I felt that besides all the blessings that He provides, we also need to recognise that He is so much more wonderful than anything. This actually allows me to reflect on my walk with Him, there are times whereby I've neglected this relationship and walk away from Him. I know its more than obedience, the priority is another issue, as I wrote down the list of things, I began to realise more about myself, about the priorites in my life. Indeed it is good that we do reflection once in awhile because it reveals more about ourselves. thanks nana for wanting to make a difference in my life, you know sometimes when I didnt tell you about my struggles and all, somehow you know it.. hahaa i am surprise in a way but I know it was the work of God. Thanks for being so patient with me, I know we all have struggles in our lives, and we are still in this journey of learning and overcoming. though I know that this journey isnt a easy one but I am glad that we will walk through it together =) just to say to you, thanks for everything! you've indeed made a difference=)