Monday, June 18, 5:19 PM
I just came back from my uncle's house, went to visit my grandma. I had a great time spend with her, we talked about many things, from the past to the present. At one point of the conversation, she told me something regarding someone which made my heart sank... I am not sure how true it is? I cant discern if its true or its just some scandals cos it happend so long ago. I admit that when she told me those things, I did believe it and felt angry. However, when I was alone travelling home, I thought about it again.. I've decided that what happend in the past doesnt matters anymore. It is the present that matters. I felt everyone deserves a chance even for whatever wrongs he/she has committed. we should allow them to change and to be a better person. Sometimes I wonder, God why me? why did you put such difficult trials in my life, esp struggling with someone so close to me, then I thought perhaps God wants me to learn to love and trust. I think I am able to let go more compared to the past, learning to trust people.. anyway, ya I want to thank God for blessing me a spiritual dad, mike. He shows me what a father is like when my own dad doesnt really shows it sometimes. really thank him for his care and concern towards us (:

read my daily bread today and it spoke to me in 2 cor 3:1-11

v5
Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think of anything as being from ourselves, but our sufficiency is from God.

this song "superman" is a ballad that imagines what it must be like to be a superhero. Yet he struggles with the inadequacy of his strength to cope with the world's complexities.
People seemed to identify with the song theme. Real life proves we are insufficient to battle the overwhelming burdens that confront us. Even those who want to be self-sufficient cant manage life in their own strength. As children of God, we have a resource that even superman could never claim. We find sufficiency for life that can overwhelm our inadequacies and enable is to live victoriously. In God's strength we find all we need to navigate the storms of life in this turbulent world. ( taken from ODB)
we must experience our weakness to experience God's strength
trust God ! (: