Monday, August 20, 4:33 PM
taking a break from the numerous chaps and infinite words. had decided to blog then. i think owning one of these is good as you can 'vent' all your feelings here. I have been thinking quite a lot recently esp about the future. no doubt I sort of know what i want but on the other hand, is that what God wants too? Sometimes, i am quite afraid that whatever i have in mind do not correspond to God's will. then i guess you might say this to me, pray, pray for an answer. ya.. i guess thats what i need now, is to pray and trust in Him. my walk with Him hasnt been quite consistent.. due to exams n some other reasons i've neglected spending time (qt) with Him. i struggled when i know i have things yet to be done. most often, my flesh won me over, i decided to do my own things than doing qt. im sorry Lord. forgive me. i rmb 2 days ago when i started doing my qt, i meditated on these few verses jer 8:4-12 frm the db. it talks about how the ppl in jerusalem, how they deceit themselves and were reluctant to confess their sins. God will then take away their inheritance. The One who designed birds to migrate at His command does not (v7) merely call attention to out wrongs. He offers to fill our emptiness with the fullness of Himself. The alternatives are good: grace for bitterness, wisdom for foolishness, peace for conflict. [Repentence not only says "I am sorry" it also says "I turn from my sin".] Amen!
Lord, i want the desire back in my heart and most importantly I desire the joy that You had first given me.

an empty mind is one which will leads us astray
back to Your arms