Wednesday, October 17, 9:02 PM
im at my cousin's house now (: have decided to stay for a few days to accompany my grandma. yups.. msb called back a few times, so glad that he's fine! hmm i learned some things thro' this incident.. i really could see my reaction and all when he's nt with me. everything is so timely, i mean when i was preparing for word for sunday's teaching, it was about priority and idols. the reflection was, is there an idol in yr life? as i ponder, i could fully understand what the Lord is teaching me. idol.. is when you put something or someone above God. yups.. as i reflect i repent.. thank God for showing me what U want me to learn.. i guess i can use my personal testimony to teach the children better.. haha thats why i believe everything happen for a reason. :) these 3 days were indeed a struggle i must say.. however, i recognise that God is always here with me.. thank Him for His blessings. I'll treasure what You've blessed me with and entrust what I've into your hands.

i still miss msb but i could control my emotions now. instead of dwelling in that feeling.. i should do things which are more meaningful. I pray that throughout these 17days, God will indeed make it fruitful for him and that he will learn to trust in Him. amen.


thanks to those who stayed by my side and listen to me for the past few days. :)
no one can ever take away the joy that the Lord has blessed me with.