today is my first day in ED, hmm i can say its still managable.. not that busy all the time. yup, i got to know my prcp ward today too, im posted to a renal ward. cant believe my prcp is going to start next week. heard so much about prcp from a fren today, cant imagine what life will be like? busy busy and busy? after hearing what she shared with me, i started to get worried. like how? can i survive? at times i feel incompetent in some areas, i mean will i be good enough? will i have time and all for the ppl around me? will i still be able to go church on sundays? all these thoughts just came running through my mind. one thing that the Lord affirmed in me is that, He will see me through the good and bad times. i always believe that whatever comes in my way, be it good or bad, its a learning process. though the process may seems tough and tiring, when you finished the race well, you will experience the goodness of it. He said to me persevere and trust in Him! I will trust in You Lord..