Sunday, December 2, 9:47 AM
finally i am blogging again after a month? prcp has been 'eating up' most of my time, its really tiring esp at this period of time. write reports and do junior work at the same time.. yups sometimes i dont know where i am heading to? i am still thinking of where i wanna go after i grad. i know whats best for myself yet i wonder is that the or His best? haha! my brain neurons are acting up again.. thinking a lot recently. i really wonder if my choice is His choice, not only in the aspect of my job but there's another aspects of my life too. sometimes we said let go and let God, i still feel like im playing the tug and war game with Him. i should let go and not hold on to worries and doubts. perhaps it humility to know that im nt the master of my life.. yea feel much better after writing all these down. hahas! thks blog!
I must confess i haven been doing my qt recently, i struggled, everytime i got home, i feel so tired! hmm i chose to do other things first and went to bed after that. i want the zeal for Him back in my life again! I need His grace to forgive me for all the mistakes i've made.. draw me back to You. set me free!